How long has it been? A little over 6 years, and yes, time
does heal, or smooth the rough edges. I remember waking up every morning
howling, and basically incapable of facing the day, much less the rest of my
life (his cut out completely). The hole, still visible, but filled with
numerous activities and creative endeavors, no longer threatens to devour me,
and I tell myself little stories, such as Nik is my Little Girl’s guardian
angel, and he sent her to me, to convince myself that he is still with me and I am loved…
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