Birthday Cactus

Nik died in May, and shortly thereafter, three flowers bloomed on his Christmas cactus. It has grown, but never flowered again. Until this month. I sat, mesmerized, watching the white blooms push their way out of the green, swaying toward the light from the window. I cried when I realized that the cactus would be in full bloom for my birthday.

Nik had a good heart and was generous. He loved to give me presents, and I think the flowers were his special gift for my 53 birthday. I touched the first flower that came to fruition. It's pedals were as soft as angel wings. Why, I wondered, did I receive such a magnificent gift, when my son didn't get to celebrate his 18th birthday?

I lie underneath the plant, looking up at the flowers, and felt like I was surrounded by graceful angels. I watered them with my tears, and thanked Nik for his wonderful gift.